Evening Dougie. I hop it's been a good day for you!  

Your cafe isn't ordinary at all.  It's a place you love and feel comfortable in and that's what makes it special.  Places shouldn't be judged on bricks and mortar but on the love within their walls and not judged on space but the feelings you get when you're in them.  Your cafe sounds full of warm people and home comforts.  My kind of place.  They can keep their shiny chrome bar stools, neon lights and servers who speak like robots.  Give me a wonky wooden chair, daylight and a human being and I'm happy.   

I was going to ask about your camper van but maybe a car is more practical and it's great that you got out for a drive.  Keep smiling. X

Cafe is that place where fiends and acquaintances go to meet up and discuss the world.  Used to do this in the  Wimpy Bar on the centre in Bristol.. Those were the days.  many a Wimpy Grill had been eaten there.. In My Mod suit with all the stripes....   

That brings back some memories Art, did you have a Vespa?

With a hundred mirrors?.

Another day ends, and not been too bad all in all. No real serious side effects from the chemo so far, and although not having the appetite from the previous two days, still managed to eat a respectable amount of food, ending with sausage, mash, onions, with loads of gravy, very nice.

As I have said many times previously, every day brings new surprises, and today was no exception. Chemotherapy does have the effect of making bones brittle, and I am afraid I might have done myself some damage. I lent over the side of my computer chair against the arm to retrieve a pen I had dropped, and felt something go crack in my left chest area. It would appear that this simple act may have caused me to crack a rib, which really gives me some pain when the hiccups start up, or I move my left arm, or breathe in deeply. I do hope this does not carry on for too long.

Time for some sleep I think, will update tomorrow.

And lights, and fox tails.

Goodnight Tony.

Sorry to hear about the complications, but at the same time it's good to hear that things are generally on the upward trend Dougie. Keep staying strong and positive!

Thanks Scott

Morning Dougie.  Sounds like you had a generally good day with a minor mishap so I'm hoping you had a comfortable night.  The eating regime is  coming along nicely though and has to be the most positive sign, so keep building up those resources with whatever tickles your tastebuds. 

Hmm, Vespa's and Lambretta's in droves.  An old boyfriend back in 1970 had one and was taking me for a spin when a car hit us and broke my leg.     I shouldn't have been on it as he was a learner so I got a £2 fine but as it was the car driver's fault I also got a generous insurance payout that eventually bought my first house. 

My next boyfriend had a 650 Triumph Bonneville, all black and shiny chrome, so most of our courting days were spent smelling of Solvol Autosol.  

Have a good day Dougie!  X 

Ahh, memories eh? I did have a Lambretta for a few months whilst taking my car driving lessons, but as soon as I passed my test, I bought a Mini, and never rode two wheels again. Good times though.

Most of the last 48 hours I have spent asleep, one of the properties of the chemo. I am certainly making up for the sleeping problems of recent weeks, so I suppose that's good, although more waking time would be better, in that I seem to be missing out on so much.

I did make it to the cafe yesterday, and had a sizeable meal of liver and bacon, which, although I have expressed doubts about the functionality of the stent recently, has proven itself to be making a difference, as this sort of meal a few weeks back would have been impossible.

I also went out to Blackheath for a couple of hours, in the hope of seeing some of the meteor shower. Although there is some light pollution there, being high up, the horizon is a long way off, and usually is a very good place for viewing such events, but too much cloud spoilt any chance, shame.

More or less normal toiletry functions have been maintained, so another plus there, but the pain from this rib problem, has become a lot worse, so not sure what to do about that. I just hope it clears away quickly.

Overall, I am not in bad shape, and this needs to be maintained, with the next chemo session due on Thursday.

That's all folks.

Morning Dougie.    I guess you know what side effects to expect from the chemo but sleep is good, it's when your body does all its maintenance so it's a good investment and with the improved eating habits you're giving yourself the best means to repair.  So it's all positive.  

As for the rib, you should just get it checked out at your next appointment.  There's not much they can do if it is cracked but it will heal on its own although you should mention it to your medical team.  And don't go dropping your pen again!  

There's much chance of me seeing the meteor shower because I can't keep my eyes open much after dark.  I'm a dusk to dawn sleeper these days but in past years I've spent many an August night looking skywards.   Maybe you'll make the trip again tonight to see some and don't forget to make a wish on every one you see. 

Is it roast beef and Yorkshire pud at the cafe today then?     X

Morning Dougie. Rib issue aside you seem to have improved a fair bit since around a month ago. You couldn't even keep water down then let alone a meal. Encouraging. 

No Vespa but had an Italian Moped. The make of it is long forgotten. Got rid of it when joining the army for 13 years....... 

Thanks for taking an interest Matty, and you are right in that I am now a totally different person than I was then. It's all part of the peaks and troughs associated with this disease, and it's heartening, and relieving when the peaks occur.

I have no way of knowing what is happening inside of course, until more tests are conducted, but this is generally the time to fight back, and hard, in an effort to gain back some ground from the cancer. The latest anti sickness pills have improved my chances in this respect, and should allow me to gain some body weight back with which to give it a good shot.

The rib problem is a bloody nuisance, very painful, and unneeded, but is a minor complication in the general scheme of things, and hopefully will clear away quickly.

It was like a pushbike but with a stronger, more heavy duty frame. In the back wheel was a 23cc two stroke engine. It also had pedals to assist the engine on hills.

I bought it second hand from someone at work. It was, basically, useless. It was often off the road for repair as it kept breaking down. I eventually lost my rag with it, took the engine out and smashed it to pieces with a lump hammer (which was very satisfying)

Then I bought my first `proper` motorbike, a 1949 Francis Barnet 125cc. (again second hand from someone at work)

Always interested, Dougie 

I cracked a rib several years back from coughing (yes honestly) worst cough I've ever had and lasted for months, so I know how extremely painful that is. Hopefully it clears up soon. 

Adding some weight will definitely make a difference. Have they suggested any high calorie shakes or anything like that?

Hey Dougie sounds like you had a good weekend! My first car was a mini too, I had a 50cc (with rebore to make it a little faster naughty girl lol) Suzuki though untill I passed my driving test. 

Have to acknowledge Caz also for keeping you going and communicating with us, certainly has been a godsend! Hope tomorrow is just as good for you and your progress xx

Justine - Witham, Essex, 27masl

Keep up Matty 

I have had supplement all along, but could not really stomach them. Recently I was sent a new batch of supplements as a sample called Foodlink Complete which are brilliant, just like drinking a normal milk shake. They come in 5 different flavours, and I have picked 3 which suits my needs the best. I am having a bit of a problem getting my GP to follow up on the prescription however, but will cause a stir there tomorrow as to why they make things so difficult to obtain.

Thanks Dotty. Mini's were great little cars, in fact my first 3 cars were mini's, eventually progressing to a Mini Cooper S, which I went on to use for competitive rallying for years after.

You are right about Caz, and although she hates for me to praise her, she has been the rock in my life. I will leave that there, I don't want to be in trouble again

It's been a nice day, and I hope that some of the cloud will clear so I can resume my meteor watch later this evening.

lol 

Definitely kick off about it. It's one of those situations where shouting loudest does actually make a difference. 

Ahem!  Dotty, don't encourage him.  He's bad enough!  

My second car was a green mini van, which I had when I met my hubby, who also had one in blue!  Daniel, my youngest currently has a black mini John Cooper Works, or something snazzy.  It's more like a spaceship if you ask me, I was allowed to drive it once, and it's not a bit like my old trusty banger - although I had a new Toyota Aygo in March, and I can't call that a banger.  Even my steering wheel answers my phone.  Get that eh!!!   But as you see I've stuck with small cars.    

Anyway, Daniel's partner, Rachel, also has a new mini clubman, so they have two mini's on their driveway and guess what they've called their kittens?  Kenny and....... Mini.    My hubby now has a white car that isn't a mini, or an Aygo for that matter.  Oh and I call my Aygo Satsuma because it's a bright metallic orange that glistens in sunlight - I chose that colour so I can find it in the Asda car park.  I can never find hubby's white car!  

So, Dougie you didn't say whether you had roast beef and Yorkshire pud, or that you've been to the cafe today but I guess you will have been. Or maybe you're there now.  With regard to the nutri shakes, we couldn't get the same ones for my mum that she'd had in hospital but her GP prescribed Aymes shakes, which she liked better and had a higher protein content.  So your GP should be able to prescribe exactly what you want.  Your prescription may say 'variety of flavours' but we asked our chemist to order the ones Mum liked best, so none went to waste and they were happy to oblige.  

Right, I have had my half page of rambling as usual.  Enjoy your evening Dougie and if you go stargazing, have a wish for me.  It will of course be the same thing you're wishing for!   X